Draft
Do you get that volatile, gut-wrenching feeling of failing miserably at something you slaved so tirelessly on? It's like a bird endlessly chirping, “You are not good enough.” Do you get that anxious feeling in the middle of a lecture when you can’t understand a topic? It feels as though the entire class is in sync with everything being taught, and you understand nothing. Do you experience that weird sickness while preparing for a test that tells you, “You can’t do this”? It's a sinking and overwhelming feeling of consistently being "not good enough.". What does one name it? Anxiety? Self doubt? Lack of confidence? Loneliness? Loneliness of not being as good as everyone? We came alone. We’ll go alone. So who cares if we are a little lonely? Do you have that appalling feeling while being surrounded by people? Have you ever felt tears running down your face in the middle of class as you realised how much you hate sitting alone? Have you ever felt a heavy burden on y...