This is me trying
Have you heard this song called This is Me Trying by Taylor Swift ? It’s lyrics I was so ahead of the curve. The curve became a sphere. Fell behind all my classmates. And I ended up here. Currently, I feel I resonate with these lyrics so much. I feel like I have been standing still, and time has been slipping away. I feel like I am stuck in 2023, even though the entire world is moving on to 2024. I feel disoriented and perplexed in this whirlpool of time. Where did all of my 2023 go? I'm not sure. I feel I accomplished nothing that year, even though I accomplished so much. I feel unfulfilled. I feel there was more to accomplish in 2023. I still remember December 31, 2022, when I was thinking about all this chemistry, physics, and math. I was excited about how all of this study would be over by December 31st, 2023. Somewhere, I was hoping I could skip that year all together if possible because I knew how difficult this year was going to be. What I would do is go back to that...